The Significance of Feeling Insignificant


Canyon Layers After Storm


As far back as I can remember, I have longed to feel that I mattered. To believe that I am somebody. To somehow find, in this crowded world of billions, even a small significance to my existence on planet earth.

To put it more accurately, I’ve been driven by the fear of being insignificant.

This fear propelled my performance in school, in work, and in relationships. And the motivation to matter did not always end well. It took more than four decades of life to begin understanding the complexities behind the drive to be accepted and acknowledged, and thankfully recent years have seen an end to this fear dominating the deep places of my being. Oh, don’t get me wrong – I still desire to live a useful life, to have some value – but it’s not the debilitating desperate pursuit it once was.

Last night as I walked up to the edge of the south rim of the Grand Canyon, I was immediately overwhelmed by the sheer vastness of this spectacular natural wonder of our world. The dimensions of this canyon opening up before my eyes my brain could not calculate. Big beyond belief. Swallowed up in these overwhelming visuals, I felt an emotion recognizable, yet also different:

I felt insignificant.


I've visited the Grand Canyon many times but the views still make me gasp in awe

I’ve visited the Grand Canyon many times but still gasp in awe at the views


But this was not the old familiar fear. It was not an emotion of tortuous longing to be somebody. It was instead a wonderfully peaceful feeling overtaking all of me. It was gratitude for being a lowly insignificant human creature, in the face of significant grandeur created by a significant God. It was the freedom and joy of knowing I no longer have to be significant in the measure of the old way, because I have found a significant rest in the One who loves me without condition.

You see, there is another canyon. Its vastness is infinite. Its depth is immeasurable. To walk up to its edge and peer over makes the heart stop in sheer awe. The Grand Canyon is a dried-up creek bed in comparison.

It is the breathtaking canyon of God’s love.

Its mind-boggling swath was carved through the rocky rebellious soil of the human heart by the unstoppable onrushing waters of the grace of Christ. The One who lived and bled and died and conquered and ascended for me, and for all weary earth travelers who simply trust in his kindness.


For I am convinced that neither death nor life,
neither angels nor demons,
neither the present nor the future,
nor any powers, 
neither height nor depth,
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

(Romans 8:38-39)

An autumn thunderstorm passes over the grandiosity of the Grand Canyon

An autumn thunderstorm passes over the grandiosity of the Grand Canyon

6 responses to “The Significance of Feeling Insignificant

  • Sheila

    wonderful photos. I have stood on the south rim of the Grand Canyon and experienced a similar feeling; how small of a space I take up on this planet. Yet, like you, I realize God has a purpose for all of us. Once I regained by breath from the amazing beauty around me, I knew the name of “The Grand Canyon” was so appropriate. Thank you for capturing God’s creation so beautifully in your photographs.

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  • Virginia

    Best metaphor ever. Reminds me of a line in a song: How deep the Father’s love for me, how vast beyond all measure. I haven’t been to the Grand Canyon in person but I get to go with you through your amazing images. And what beautiful words to describe our ‘in’ significance in our redeemers grand love. Restful.

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  • Caleb cub Clement

    Hey bro catching up what a Clearand accurate description of what God has done in our hearts and souls man I couldn’t say or think it better and what a magnificent visual to compare Bro keep taking and sharing You are Trully doing what God has called you to and I am Trully Blessed.

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